the lost and injured lamb
i felt as if i'm already crippled. so much stress from everywhere... my work is in a mess. i can hardly breath. on the other hand is my studies. i've kind of decided on the course i wanted and have registered for it. its the money part that is killing the other side of me now.how can i ever hang in there for so long... the heart's ever more heavy... much heavier den before. whats right seems so wrong. and whats wrong haven seem to be resolved. i need to find my way to my shepherd... where i know He would be able to keep me safe from danger. and only Him can correct the wrongs.
i wanna break down from everything at all
seb at 10:35 AM
the test
i face a test that maybe was necessary. a test that once again not leave me. it feels bad...have to decide on the degree program soon. and most probably will be taking BA from University of South Australia. there's a stigma in me that probably was there after i left UOL. i fear that history will repeat. i'm really worried.
i need an answer... and to You i pray. tell me that i've made a right choice this time.
seb at 9:53 AM
slacking
hurmm... life seems to suddenly be slowing down for awhile... i'm usually rushing my head off at this hour...was browsing through some of the other University courses on the web and i saw this course offered by Northumbria on International Business management. its a 12mths degree with 6modules to complete. direct honours... its so tempting for me to just do that program, now hopefully the person i've emailed will give me some positive feedback. argh... decision... decision... =(
life's pretty much moving on well for me as it seems. nothing more that i would wanna think about except for everything else to happen just the way it should be. a very simple one i'm having now i guess.
had dinner with my cousins last night to celebrate jamie's birthday. i initially made a reservation at oosh to dine in the gardens, but cynthia said that maybe we should try the jap restaurant this time instead. the jap restaurant looks rather authentic... and the ambience was truely jap... contemporary jap. however, the food was rather normal... prolly the better ones were the sashimi... which obviously cost us more den 200bucks for 5servings (about 4slice per serving). its freaking expensive. at least we know how's it now dont we? haha
its been awhile... and here's a picture of sugar
till den... take care peeps.
seb at 3:29 PM
back?
its lunch time now and finally i think that now's prolly the best time for me to sneak in a post or 2... really wanna patch up the missing entries for a month or so. it seems like there're alot that happened, so busy, so little time to even do anything, but yet it seems like there're nothing much to even tell you about.work is extremely crazy because of the new launch of my project. silly request comes in almost all the time... work seems ever more like brain teasers. usually leaving me jaded even its just after lunch. i no longer am able to sit back and enjoy lousy jokes with my colleagues... or even to gossip a lil about people at work. though i would most likely the one to hit the headlines in the office chatzone. some knows why. argh... to think that work is busy enough, now i have to even deal with those small talks about me.
mum was admitted to tan tock seng a week ago for lung infection as well as food poisoning. only gotta discharged lately and am glad that she's much better already. during that week when mum was not around at home... i had to do the laundry, dishes and the floor. and seriously... be glad that you have a mum at home doing stuff like that... definitely not easy at all... trust me.
soon i will even have to think about my studies already. i am really not looking forward to it at all. but i know that no matter how hard i have to toil for my success oneday... He had it all planned for me. when my world is falling in... i know in You i'll be found. what will come... will come.
seb at 12:49 PM
busy
hurmm... well prolly i've really been too busy lately to update. but doesnt really make a difference isnt it? everyone's busy... or at least it seems quiet here. nevertheless... work lately is really very screwed. i'm so stressed up about all the load that's piling up on my desk. totally wearied every nite when i'm finally home. left me with no time to breath.
here's 2 more of me (i know i know... all my photos look the same right? becos all in the toilet wad... somemore all no smile no pattern.... but no choice... i'm that boring. haha)
to those who's still passing by... take care.seb at 10:52 PM
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