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Thursday, September 06, 2007
i am really depressed. now the more i think that my future's bleak... and i fear whatever's coming to me even 5yrs down the road. it matters so much to me becos i think my life... my career will be at stake... like everything will be just so wrong.
everytime i look at myself into the mirror... the inner me is crying so hard. i never expect to see myself looking like that one day. especially now when every other thing isnt stable or not even solved... and yet i m put up to face new challenges.
i really dunno where else can i draw strength from... sometimes... i just feel like sleeping and never to wake up.
my heart aches for every other reason. its really not what most of you think it is. not that i wanna hide things... i just happen to not know how to express those complications.
God... i pray to you... i need a miracle... my Saviour....
seb at 11:33 AM
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