i had a bad day.
very first thing that happened in the morning was when nothing happened. my alarm clock didnt sound off because i've forgotten to set the timer on last night. i was definitely gonna be late for work but luckily my wits saved me. Sugar must have left my gutters somewhere that i could never find. i had to even trouble kwok to make a trip to the emart just to get me a new pair.the weather was not very kind today. i had to run all over the place with my sister's miserable lil camera trying to get the most out of it. it made me realised how fortunate i was with my good old d70. that i have to admit that i took it for granted, just like how it would happen to anyone of us in regards to all matters.
i am too tired today to take any picture thats suitable for my post tonight. if it wasnt for yiru's silly jokes that made me laugh today, i wouldnt even wan to blog tonight.
and lastly, to those who wish, want, intend to get a PSP... like clara... i urge you to decide now! you can play musics, games, videos and even surf the net with it. All these with a cost even lesser den what you have to pay for an Ipod video. we only live once... remember?
seb at 9:59 PM
satisfied!
i was asked to be one of the official photographers for an event coverage tomorrow. yet of all days, my camera has to fail me now. i was looking forward for it to break down actually, so that i could have a free change of my old motherboard. but i really didnt expect it to be now, i was looking forward to shoot an event like that. i am leaving it with nikon for the next two weeks, and like spain, i'm disappointed.on the happier note, i just couldnt curb that urge in me of getting a PSP. ben introduced me this place at sim lim square whom he believes to be a trustworthy sales person. the price was reasonable and i thought that it was ok for me to get something for myself, since i'm very single anyway. its good to live my life my way. at least i only have myself to worry about.
now i'm seriously broke. but it was worth it isnt it? i'm not exactly the game game kind of guy, but i think i'm beginning to appreciate gadgets. at least i could use my PSP for movies, music and even a web browser! no regrets.
live your life to the fullest. in whichever way that you think you should.
seb at 11:02 PM
its a crazy day.
i just cant stand those brownnoses, always trying to score points when their bosses are around. claiming credits for things they have not done, yet not even a thank you to those he've let down. your incompetence makes me wanna puke.i've been acting out of my normal self today and i cant control it. i dun even know how exactly i feel, despondent or not, and i see that as a problem. life has been too busy for me lately to even start thinking about. a good problem. maybe i'm moving on finally? i really do not know.
i even tried writing with my left hand on weixiang's russian homework book...
it looks acceptable i think. pretty talented am i? yours truely.
Brazil did me proud... yes... very proud! haha... now i wonder if i should stay up to catch the spanish play. but if i do... i'm pretty sure that i'll be quite dead tomorrow. i wanna earn my PSP!!!
God, i love you.
seb at 1:31 AM
netherland's out... arghh
not that i'm that concerned about their lost, but there goes my money! it was the worst match i've ever ever ever came across... and if you've stayed up late to catch that worthless match, you'll most prolly be swearing as much as me now. kuyt suck. they said its because he's still young. rooney's young... messi's young... torres's young... everyone that young played so well but kuyt have to screw it up ALWAYS just because he is young. why cant people just skip these bullshit? almost everyone in that game got themselves yellow carded... and of course, some greedy ones took 2. for a moment i thought i was on some rugby channel.here's something to share...
THEY DESERVED TO LOSE!
have i told u people that sugar loves watching the world cup too?
anyway... i was thinking if i should get myself a psp... i dun even know if i really need it... can someone advice me on this?
seb at 10:51 PM
my share...
just got home not too long ago from simpang bedok... didnt know it was so crowded there... even when its raining! but anyway, germany won. which means i won. lets just pray that argentina wins too...was browsing around from blogs to blogs and i realised that there's quite a handful out there who haven exactly been doing very well lately. and also... there's this particular blog that i came across, mentioned something about time. like how often do we spend our time doing something totally useless? or worse still, not even doing anything at all. life's too short to waste, i'm sure we would have knew this by now. it just takes a lil more effort to make that truth, a fact. its true that i've still not gotten over that somebody. but she's not gonna be mine even if i'm spend the next few months weeping over the end of our relationship. neither will i find someone more suitable by sleeping throughout my weekends. like the memories we share, time is something that we cant have it back. i wish you well, as well as myself.
here's a story about a farmer:
this farmer owns a horse which ran away one day. he kept blaming himself for not locking the farmhouse door that night and all the things that he could have done to make it stay. a week later, the horse came back with another female horse. instead of 1 horse now, the farmer has 2 horses. he smiled over this unexpected gain.
while the farmer's son was trying to tame this new female horse, he fell off her back and broke a leg. seeing his son in pain, the farmer broke down in tears. to think that this unexpected gain had actually caused his son to lose a leg, the farmer fell into a depression.
china that time was fighting a fierce battle with the mongolians. all the young men were called up to fight the war den. except for the farmer's son who had a broken leg. many died inevitably.
we often gain some and lose some in life. what we've lost now, doesnt mean an end to where its taking us. might turn out for the better of course. noone said that its gonna be any easier den a story we read... but i'll be waiting for that faithful day to come.
=)
seb at 1:33 AM
Sugar's day out!
brought sugar out to the vet earlier for her third vaccination. i wanted to take some pictures of her while she's taking the jab actually, but she was whining in pain. i panicked and so didnt manage to pull out my camera. sugar really has problem getting along well with her other doggy frens, even those 2 3 times her size.first she met this chihuahua.... she scare the shit out of the chihuahua...
den she met this mini schnauzer... and scare the shit out of him too.
i've a not so friendly sugar dun i? but i didnt give up because of that still... the vet was near gary's place so i brought sugar up to meet furby! AND.... she scare the shit and pee out of furby too... but furby's a gentleman. he gave up his bone and ball... his drinks and biscuits... his house... everything to sugar.
i praised furby good boy! so much tamer den sugar... he's a head taller den sugar mind u... 3 times heavier den sugar too. i watched him grow from a puppy to who he is now... a great maltese.
here's one when everything was about to start... was also my last shot. spent the rest of the time trying to stop sugar from biting... my silky terrier behaves like a terrorist.
she cant bath for the next 1 week... had her nails trimed and ears cleaned. i hope sugar will grow up to b a healthy baby! till den... love her loads.
seb at 5:47 PM
why thank god when its friday?
duty in camp last night wasnt that bad afterall... didnt know they actually have world cup matches shown on the tv in the resting room. and with all the dvds that titus brought to camp, the noise that we made, guard duty was kind of fun! of course, i would prefer to not do duties still. nothing much to celebrate about this friday cos its gonna be a short weekend for me anyway.i like friends like keith who ALWAYS sing to make me feel sad. which is good actually. proves that he's not too bad of a singer. and also claudia who mentioned a thing or two which now to think of, makes sense! and of course many others whom i will try mentioning the next time round.
Sugar miss me!!! ok... maybe only when i'm around she can roam freely in the house. because she can find noone else in this world who can willingly clear her shit all the time.
see how happy she is with her favourite bone? but she's greedy. its always bone, ball, door stopper, bone, ball, door stopper. oh... and have u noticed that even the bone is longer den her legs? haha...
isnt she the sweetest creature you'll ever see on earth? yes... only when she's not running.
aite... gotta go get ready to meet gary n friends for the matches tonite. "BIG BETS BIG BETS! BURST THE BOOKIE" says Sugar.
seb at 7:45 PM
argh
its only 2 hours of sleep and now i find myself suffering from insomnia. Argentina drew a goaless match with the Netherlands. which means i lost the bet, and i think that explains clearly why i cant sleep. it was seriously a boring match and ben was there. lets just hope that he remembers to get me my commemorative jersey. besides... i'll be staying over in camp tonight for duty.somehow its not about losing the money thats keeping me awake... i was just wondering who's gonna clean Sugar's mess when i'm not at home? will she miss me as much as i worry about her? that lil brat, she's annoyingly adorable. but still.. there's a lil something more to it.
am i feeling weird because of the lack of sleep?
its raining now... i'll go check on Sugar. till den... take care.
seb at 5:25 AM
shopping mindlessly
someone told me that retail theraphy works... i'm not sure how true that is... but it certainly burnt a bigger hole in my pocket. went shopping on saturday and sometimes... it really feels good to be rich.i haven intended to do any shopping that day by the way... it was just lunch with some friends after registering for school in town.
but anyway... here's the few tops i've gotten that day....
got this from newurbanmale @ heeren. its kind of over priced for a tee... but mr bookie said that it was ok.
and because i have too much time to waste... i went marina square.... its a very very very sinful place to be at.
i walked into zara and realised that this shirt is 30bucks off its normal price... i couldnt find any reason to stop myself from getting it.
i took less den 10minutes to decide on my next purchase at massimo dutti.
after this piece, i'm too broke to carry on for the day... a fruitful day though.
i've called up four paws pet centre to make an appointment this saturday to bring Sugar for her third vaccination.... its at 2.30pm... can someone please remind me on the day itself? thank you.
seb at 5:24 PM
world cup fever.
i think i'm down with world cup fever. 37.8degree. have been sick since last friday and today has to be my last day of mc. stayed up for the entire night just to catch four vapid matches. that dolt from sweden just have to score on the last minute of the game to spoil my masterplan. 30bucks profit. cheap labour. the worse part is that i thought i can miss my guard duty today but they ended up changing my shift to tommorrow instead. well at least i get to catch the match between holland and argentina tonight, ben must be enjoying himself right now in frankfurt.school's starting very soon. which means i'm going to ord very soon too. i'm sure there will be changes here and there to my life which i seriously wished that they are good changes. life hasnt been that great for me till now, besides all the shopping sprees i had, kindly sponsored by mr bookie.
Sugar might be down with some kind of flu as well... though i haven seen her sneezing or puking myself. let us all wish her well.... here's a take of her today.
"daddy... shall we burst the bookie again tonight? it was fun!"
seb at 1:04 PM
where shld i start?
i'm not exactly new to this blogging world but i've decided to start this new blog like how i needed another chance. still, its been awhile since i last blogged something, i'm trying to get the hang of it, so just bear with it.sebtography because i'm sebastian and photography has always been something that i'm interested in.
there are times where i just couldnt find the right words to tell someone how exactly that moment feels like, and therefore i've chosen the easier way out by showing you pictures. i'll try to make this blog a photo blog as much as possible, but i do get lazy at times.
let me just kick off this first entry by introducing someone who've been a very good companion to me these while, especially nights where i find it a lil harder for me to fall asleep. she's a good listener as well as a good joker. she's none other den my dog, Sugar.
sometimes i have to admit that she runs so fast that its pretty much of a problem to make her stop.
she's very curious about things that moves.... or the things that you hold on your hand. like me, she's now interested in the camera i'm holding.
and there are times when she will get herself into trouble in the house... you know... when she starts leaving her poo everywhere. thats when she will get hell from me... but always... she will give me that "i'm so poorthing" kind of look... like the one above. its makes it very difficult for me to even raise my voice at her you see....
its impossible to stop loving Sugar the minute you start falling head over heals for her. i wish she can live as long as i live... a companionship that i will never give up.
seb at 3:51 PM
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