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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
grandpa just passed away. so many thoughts are running through my mind. i do not know how long more can i hold on to this. they say times in army is lowest point of a man's life, i have to agree. lost 2years plus of freedom, a girl i loved, and now, within 3 months, i lost 2 grandpas. life's a bitch.
as soon as i received the msg from my sister this morning, i rushed down as soon as possible. i was running helplessly towards the ward you're in. i couldnt run any faster. i'm sorry that i'm a tad too late. i'm sorry that i couldnt make it on time. you look so pale. not like that strong man i used to know you to be. i blame myself for not being able to tell you my last goodbye.
i miss you grandpa. i really do. i'm so down. i'm feeling so terrible. cant believe all these are actually happening to me. i miss you. i miss you.
seb at 11:35 AM
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