regrets.
just a brief summary of my day.spent the entire afternoon at tampines safra for archery. its something new to me and i thought was kind of interesting. here's a montage of the event.
i apologise for the tone in this post. i am not exactly in the best mood. just got home not too long ago from the hospital. the doctor was telling us that grandpa's not gonna make it, its just a matter of these couple of days. ITS EXACTLY WAD THE OTHER DOCTOR SAID ABOUT MY OTHER GRANDPA. is that all they can tell us? is there any thing else that they can do about?
grandpa was there lying frail, breathing very hard. officially declared brain dead. you know how much it hurts me to see him in such a state? he's someone that i've always been looking up upon. an emotionally strong man, stern yet possessed the kindest soul you'll ever find.
i regret for the times that i've not been there for you grandpa. but you know you meant so much more to me. i'm sorry that i took something else before myself for awhile. as much as i wish that you can stay, i dun wan you suffering like that.
i couldnt have taken it any easier, its been only less den 3 months since i lost someone dear. i dun wanna go through this shit all over again.
i love you loads grandpa. get well soon.
p.s. thanks for calling... thanks for being here for me, i needed that desperately. you've always been the sweetest being. thank you.
seb at 12:37 AM
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