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Sunday, July 09, 2006
i find myself sober enough to get this entry recorded.
what is love to all of you out there? how do we define love? have you ever wonder what kind of love do you yearn for, or at least the criterias needed for your kind of love. many times, i've been questioning myself about the perfect love. i though i knew what love was, until i was proven wrong once again. to think that i've been through enough to understand how love works, foolish me. what we wan might seem feasible, simple to achieve. den again, it seems simple. i can ask for someone who'll love me endlessly, understanding and appreciates my affections. i dont think i'm asking for too much am i? but sometimes, to find someone like that, takes a life time.
how nice would it be if you were to find someone you love at home when you're back from work? to give you that kind of smile which will melt any ice bergs. to tell you that she loves you all the time, knowing that she's the one. we can share the kitchen, i'll cook our favourite dishes, and you'll tell me how nice it taste. i'll wash the plates, and you'll be there watching my every action, as if its something new to you. den we kiss.
i thought that i should deserves another chance to love. to experience that kind of feelings where we would skip heartbeats everytime we meet, over and over again. i dun wan to have an end to it, we'll both make it happen. to share the joy of our first child, i'll stand by you always. together we'll watch them grow, we'll be proud parents. all these sounds so perfect isnt it? i've been searching for you ever since. why is it that you're taking so long to find me? where are you exactly?
love is that simple. dun you ever make it sound impossible. i dun wanna give up, not now. i need you, so incomplete without you, love.
seb at 4:49 AM
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