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Saturday, July 08, 2006
i was expecting a call up today for mobilisation. for a moment i thought it was confirmed and i've actually cancelled all my appointments for today. and so i was lying on my bed the whole fucking day, waiting for that call to come. which of course didnt happen. and i'm now left alone without any programmes, living in fear that next saturday will be the live one. i dun wanna sound as if i'm whining, but THIS IS RESTRICTING MY FUCKING LIFE!
i bathed sugar about 2 hours ago and realised that she've grown quite abit. i remembered that day when i first brought her home, i was comfortable holding her with a hand... she's certainly heavier now. i bet i'm gonna miss her good old puppy days when she gets older. which is why, i love photography that much.
here's some of my takes today.
    
i dun wan you to grow up anymore... i dun wish to lose you oneday for i know i'll not be able to take it. you've been playful and destructive, but innocent. always there for me when i'm so down each night, cheering me up in a way or another. i love the way you look at me each time with curiousity. i love the way you choose to follow me everywhere i go. i love how you go about chewing on everything you find interesting. i love your company. somehow fate have brought us together. and since that day i took your lil paws home, you know that you've already become a part of me.
its amazing how relationships happen isnt it?
if only... ...
seb at 1:58 PM
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