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Sunday, July 02, 2006
i'm finally free from duties... as much as i wish it would last... yesterday was my last duty. i wasnt too engross with my psp, neither am i too lazy to blog... i was simply just too busy lately. there're so much situations happening that sometimes i wonder how did i cope with it, or did i passed it unknowingly? it was a pretty emotional friday saturday. i was good at hiding everything.
was supposed to meet up with a friend of mine today. but before today even came, things have to happen. i was shock to learn about the departure of her friend last night. her close buddy. to think that everything was fine the day before, it must have been hard on her, and many others. hey sweets, you know he was there for you, and will still be. safely in His arms now, ur bud will watch over all his loved ones, including you. i'm sure he has other purposes to fulfill elsewhere, somewhere better. be strong aite? i'll be around.
with much regrets, it takes me to the next point. we should really live our lives as though today is our last day. cherish everything, and everyone that's around you. if there's someone whom you've always been wanting to tell him/her that you're sorry, do it now. how often do you sleep throughout your weekends just because you're too grief stricken to do anything? not that you really need those hours of sleep, you could have prolly made a few others happier with those time can you? i'm guilty of that, but i'm not gonna let it happen again.
i was too emotional. but now, i may have found better purpose in life than to satisfy my own selfish emotions. each time when i'm home, i see sugar happily wagging her tiny tail at me, her angelic face tells me there're so much more i can do than to dwell. i think i could have made a difference. time's gonna heal my wound, and i'll never stop loving. things happened for a reason. it made me stronger i guess. a better person for whom i'll be spending the rest of my life with.
 these memories have to go behind me now... its been so long since we last spoken to each other. and if you would ever see this post... take care aite? its been so nice knowing you.
a minute of silence.
seb at 9:27 AM
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