Tuesday, April 17, 2007

fatigue

i had a long train of thoughts last night. perhaps its no longer an issue whether i need to know what i want to do anymore... cos i know what i want to do. i'm facing pressure from all around me... especially my family. i didnt speak a word to anyone at home yesterday. i left my bag on the table and headed straight for east coast. i would always star gaze when i'm not feeling any good. but this time... i just blank out infront of the sea.

like an eagle who was too eager to fly... fell off the cliff from its nest. exactly how i would describe myself. always wanted the fastest best way i can ever find... and yet i didnt expect to face such failure eventually. yet another obstacle i've to face... and i'm disappointed with myself.

life is all about choices isnt it? the food u eat, the job you take, the friends you know, the girl you choose to love. i used to know exactly what i m doing and why is that so. like i've said, i used to. things are no longer as obvious anymore. i've been through too much... too soon.

i woke up this morning... feeling such hangover from yesterday's aftermath. i'm really tired.

seb at 9:09 AM


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