merry... xmas?
Most guys advertise by making eyes and telling lies. if only i could see it... if only i knew that this would help. i could have just face reality, lie to love, lie to the world. prolly that would make my life so much easier.xmas is just 3 days away from now. i used to not having to bother about how i'm gonna celebrate, or who to celebrate this special day with. now for a moment, i feel as if i'm left with nothing.
i remembered clearly when i was still a boy. in that lil chapel of my alma mater.. they preached that if i were to go to him, i'll never go hungry. and for me to believe in you... i'll never be thirsty. i dunno how much of a sinner i am... but i've definitely not sinned that much did i?
someone told me today, that in this season of joy and sharing, you'll be taking away our sins, the pain that i'm feeling. but i thought that they werent necessary. i used to talk everynight... my daily encounters. i'm not sure if u heard me... but one thing's for sure... noone responded.
this year, is prolly the year that i've ever receive so many xmas pressies. those who cared around me... truely touched my life in many ways... least did you people know... it meant so much to me.
thank you people. thank you.
sigh... my health's in pretty bad shape too... losing alot of hair... sigh... doctor says its stress. that's something i think i cant avoid can i?
if given a choice... would you not care?
seb at 11:51 PM
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