the answer.
i met up with her earlier on in school.as i've mentioned in the previous posts... that she came back to me telling me tt she lost feelings for her bf... den tell me that she misses me.
i thought that i owe her quite abit in the past... so i was comtemplating between moving on and giving the rs a second chance. den i've decided that the best way to make up for all my wrongs in the past would be leaving it to her to decide on how impt i am.
i dun think i was asking too much when i said tt she can only choose either me or her bf. cos in the first place... i dun think she has the right to choose anyway. but still, i owe her that.
she knew that if she couldnt decide by tonight, she's losing me for good. and guess what.. when we met up... as expected... she told me that if only she knew wat to do. and best of all.. SHE'S CLUBBING WITH HER BF AFTER SCHOOL. traumatised.
if i was that impt... you wun even need a second to think if you should leave your bf. and your reason stinks. you just wished tt you can have the both of us dun you? in the past, i might be dumb enough to wait patiently for that answer. in the past i might...
i always thought that i wasnt good enough for you, that is why you've been complaining. BUT... you knew i could have given you everything. my love for you was definitely generous. and it could have been never ending. you knew that you could have depended on me for the rest of your life.
silly you... to think that i wun make it... now i tell you... i will definitely turn out much more den what you've ever thought of me. silly me... its you who dun deserve me.
for the very first time... i told her to leave me alone.
seb at 10:51 PM
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