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Thursday, November 02, 2006
like out of the sudden, i dun feel like doing anything at all. i dun feel like talking. i dun feel like eating (thats because i've just eaten). and i dun even feel like going to school.
i used to like rainy days though. when one's not feeling that lonely of course. we could run about teasing each other in the rain, with those laughters that never did exist (i'm making this up, its always nice to have a scene like this). yet now all that relates me to the rain is me swearing and cursing at the weather for getting me all drenched.
all my life i've been living for the passion i have for art, for a love that we would all wanna die for, which these days, we can hardly even hear anyone breathing anything about it at all! have they all been vaporised or what? for once i wish that now's prolly the best time for a wake up call, to get myself socially integrated.
you guys shld just check out clara's post today, it reminded me of something similiar which i've said to someone awhile ago(i cant remember who), that i really do not need a someone who would bear me 10 kids, to stay at home every other day thinking of what to cook for dinner tonight, forever busy with the washing machine and vacuum cleaner. i could have just marry a maid for that!
comon... just someone simple that i could learn to love. to share my everyday with. it doesnt matter if its gonna take awhile for me to meet that someone. but pls if you could hear me, dun deprive me from this gift.
also, i think its time for me to start building the numbers in my pathetic bank account, and stop spending too much on my equipments. well, at least i'll try to.
seb at 3:56 PM
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