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Saturday, July 15, 2006
if only you can see my languid smile i'm wearing on my face right now. it was an exceptionally long day. what ifs are running wild in my mind, i cant seem to find the path i was on, or that i'm suppose to be on. maybe i should remain nonchalant, oblivious of my surrounding. maybe i should find someone new, pretending that i've moved on. maybe i wished i could be there with you again next month, on your birthday.
i'm frazzled, in every sense of it. i could've been sad to know that you might be better off without me, but at the same time, i could've been happy for you too. its been months, perhaps years, since i've been trying to move on. i'm moving on, maybe just a tad slower. i wish i could've been the one, for you.
they say time will heal all wounds, i reckoned. maybe it really did change my life, everything else but my hunger for your attention.
i wished i had a wish, to wish for a dream, of you and i, together forever.
i cant believe that its all gone, just like that.
seb at 4:01 AM
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