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Sunday, July 23, 2006
just got home not too long ago. wasnt exactly the kind of night that i thought i would live, but it didnt turn out too bad afterall. perhaps its all meant to be.
my first day out of your life, doesnt seem too different though. i've been thinking of you. sometimes, people like me would choose to indulge in all sorts of activities trying to keep my focus off things that we wish to forget. but being conscious enough to know the things i have to forget, makes it harder to let go.
i fell hard this time, i blame myself for it. i'll pick myself up someday, not repeating the same foolish mistakes i've made in our rs. i no longer wish to be seb.
you'll always have that special place in my heart, and i promise that noone could ever replace.
seb at 4:50 AM
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