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Saturday, July 22, 2006
some things i thought i would rather not know. but somehow, i knew.
an hour ago we were finally having a friendly chat over msn. the comments you gave me for the photos i took meant more den anything else. even if it was just a "nice". den i realised we were nothing more den just friends. you've moved on. i wish you the best.
for a moment like now, nothing makes sense anymore. the pain that suddenly came to me doesnt seem to hurt at all, i thought. i dun wanna be myself anymore. i cant.
i'm feeling so helpless. left there to drown. like watching a sad old film on tv, i got very very emotional. ok... now its really brain fucking me. god.... it hurts so fucking bad.
i deleted every single photos of you in my computer. kept every single thing you gave me in that old brown box. i tried to erase you from memory. you dont exist anymore.
seb at 5:29 PM
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