enough
i was putting all the pieces together for once... and i realised a whole new idea of how much i meant to you. prolly this explains all the negligence i've gotten from you months before. maybe thats why everything i've said, trying to cheer u up, seems dumb. i'm beginning to feel like a fool. i trusted you... DAMNIT... I TRUSTED YOU!ok... maybe it was really me. but i tried to give u all that i could. they might not be enough, but given the situation i'm in, you know there's nothing much i can do about it. you said you wun mind waiting. i could get rich someday. so why not wait? its just 2more months. putting aside the dollar signs for now, haven i tried to be nice to you? you're prolly the girl i paid most attention to! lets just say that my attention wasnt enough.
do you have any idea how much that hurts? of course not. why should u know anyway? they say that a gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man can perfect without adversity. i say bullocks! a man can perfect knowing that the love he provides is appreciated.
you've been really nice to me... before. you've been nicED. we should have dumped this rs jurassic years ago.
she's prolly my most trusted friend now. always here for me no matter what.
taken this like 3days ago la... look like a cock... because you know why. drained the life out of me.
my thoughts today:
good guys always finish last... ALWAYS. (not that i'm good... but will avoid being one in future)
i'm gonna emerge stronger one day... you'll see.
seb at 10:22 PM
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