happy birthday grandpa.
woke up pretty early this morning... to pay my grandpa a visit. its his birthday today. look how fast time flies... plus 1 more to your age grandpa.i took a long look at my grandparents urn. they're placed side by side. i saw both that familiar faces... once so close to me. for that moment... i could almost feel their concern... as if they were right beside me... hugging their beloved grandson. it must have hurt them somehow to know how i'm coping with life. they would never have wanted all these to happen to me i'm sure.
we headed back to grandpa's place later in the morning. i thought i could still see the old man sitting at the usual chair he's always on. looking back at me with that stern, yet very comforting look of his. his presence is dearly missed... at least by me. and i really do miss him that much.
to you grandpa:
i really hope to wish you blessed with good health still... but i guess we've just gotta settle with happy birthday. i miss your voice, your lessons in life, and every other lil things about you. because even if its just simple greetings... i know you truely care. and all the other hardships i've faced wouldnt have matter as much anymore.
its tough without you. things that you've ever said to me were priceless. now i'm almost left completely alone. sometimes i feel just pathetic.
now you're the only reason that i can still cry for.
take me with you will ya?
a heart can be ever so fragile.
seb at 9:27 PM
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