random thought.
suddenly realised that many out there aint exactly feeling great for this brand new first day of a brand new year. den it somehow triggered that tiny winy emo switch hidden somewhere within myself.i was just wondering... since its a brand new year... we should all somehow start afresh right? despite all the many many dumb things that happened... they all belong to the past now and there's absolutely nothing we can do to change nothing.
besides... this year to me... i suppose... can only end up better. i mean... i cant imagine whats it gonna be like if its gonna b worse. i started this year with nothing at all... it cant be worse... i hope.
i was lying on my bed awhile ago... reflecting on whats it gonna be like ahead of me... i used to know what i want... not that i've forgotten all about it now... but somewhat... i'm not as confident as of how am i suppose to get there anymore. everyone seems to have ditched me in a way or another.
here's my shutter for thought...
like a cage that's keeping me away from all the good things. where i am now, makes me weak. i could see thy light You've shine on me... but also... You've set me a barrier that i could never break free. me to You was nothing ever... nothing ever but a game. You gave me all the hopes... den you robbed them all away. oh cruel You. oh cruel You.
tomorrow.. i'm gonna see my grandpa for the first time this year. happy new year... grandpa.
seb at 7:12 PM
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