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Sunday, November 19, 2006
i was stationed at paragon's M1 shop today. they had a complete different culture from where of all i used to work in, which i've only realised until i've screw things up abit. but its not that i like screwing things up on purpose wad. they didnt tell me how things r suppose to work so i had it the way that i always do. den some wannabes tried making a fuss out of it, so i gave him a piece of what i'm made of. things got sour for the rest of the day, but i couldnt care less anyway.
during my lunch break, i sat alone along the streets of orchard. i guess the xmas mood here's picking up slowly. everyone's all so excited about xmas, everyone but me. i used to look forward to xmas every year. xmas was a season of joy, love, but has now became a lethal weapon against me. for it only reminded me of how alone i am.
suddenly everything around me stalled for awhile. you know, where there's no motion at all, silence. my mind just blanked out. as if it understood my inner self.
anyway... why do train rides home always seem longer den when i'm going out?
pathetic.
ouch.
seb at 10:08 PM
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