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Thursday, March 01, 2007
traffic this morning was hazardous. i've missed 4 trains more den the usual. buses and trains were packed with people... den i reckoned that it could be the rain. its always the rain. it just affect everything doesnt it? not just on our daily routines... somehow... it tingles that emotional tonsil within your inner most self.
i felt the crowd in motion... boarding and alighting my everyday bus... passing in and out of my everyday train. brushing shoulders and backs. but that doesnt bother me at all. i was only engross in my own thoughts... watching everything goes by myself outside the window... like an old film i suppose. i could only feel how alone i am.
besides blogging this now in the office... i bet noone knows exactly whats with the chores that they're on. they just type what they've always typed... prolly saying what they've said the day before. and if you have ever tried asking anyone about it... they should be telling you the obvious. they might even sound confident with it. with the least consciousness, most have long gone blinded by artificial implants.
where does my world revolves around now? prolly like how singtel or singnet is operating their services... with intermittent signals. sometimes i thought i knew where i'm heading... else i should be sitting back on my arm chair at home wondering why on earth am i still here. its always a neither nor kind of thing...
suddenly reminds me of teletubbies... they topped the kiddy box office for awhile... den later it just died looking spastic.
bah... its just another rainy day... feeling the same old way for a long long time i guess.
seb at 10:58 AM
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