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Friday, February 16, 2007
I think I’m in a depression which I’ve failed to notice.
I did an analytical breakdown on my own behaviour... and I realised that the split personalities are the exact symptoms of what we call a depression.
I know my own body better den anyone else… I’ve been trying every single way there is to prevent all these from happening… but nothing seems to work. And I think the greatest cause to this pain that I’ve been going through day and night… is the fear of turning old and ugly one day. It’s really very depressing… so tormenting… just like how maggots are feeding on rotten wounds.
I guess noone can really understand how I feel huh. Just when I needed my fair share of understanding… noone was here for me.
if You had made me to serve my purpose in this world... let me serve You happily. all i ask for is to be happy and healthy. and i'll honour you with my afterlife.
seb at 10:04 PM
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