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Friday, December 08, 2006
you know there're so many factors in life that often revolves around you everyday. some are obvious, so we can react the way we should, better still, that we can prevent them from happening. not den again, not everything's as obvious as it should be. those underlying ones are usually the ones that kill.
lately for me, many of those underlying problems are beginning to surface. and it seems to me that life's really out to put me down. but being the seb i am... you know that i'll never give up with a fight. though it may seem that this time... i'll most prolly have to pick up a long battle.
not that i'm full of praises for myself, but i just dun understand what's there that's holding me back for so long... diminishing all thoughts everytime i tell myself that maybe its time to find a soulmate. its like everytime when i think i might fall in love again... reminiscences will always remind me of the cons i might face in a rs.
i hate to put myself back into that never ending loop over and over again. i'm not sure how successful i'm this time... but at least... i think i'm. just in case if some of you might wonder what loop am i now refering to... those who know me better will know.
though right now it may seem that since my career is picking up... and also having to cope with my studies... leaving me with no time for anything else at all. but if you people could only see... despite how hectic one's life may seem... a person is never complete without a balance. right now i think i realised that i'm pretty much off the equilibrium.
nevertheless... i am still fighting. if life wans to put me down that much... den it just have to try harder (which i hope not... pls!).
seb at 11:26 PM
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