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Monday, October 09, 2006
met weemin yesterday at tampines mall before heading down to andrew's chalet. and i cant believe i met her there. she still got my heart pumping 10 times faster den usual, just to make sure that i have yet to move on. so she stood right infront of me with her group of friends, waiting for me to turn around and meet her when i already knew she was there. it took me awhile before i could find that bit of courage to wave back at her. i could sense that the guy beside her wasnt quite happy with me already.
it was just a hi that we've exchanged. i didnt know what to tell her at that moment but i'm pretty sure i've alot to say. weemin told me that after i turned away, that look in her eyes kind of show that she somehow, still misses me. true? i wish i can hear that from you yourself.
i acted non-chalent not becos that i've already moved on, what makes you think so anyway? i just didnt want to burden you with my own emotions.
i came home pissed drunk after the chalet... with a third of a bottle of corden blue... half a bottle of baileys... some vodka... beers... and a third of those smaller bottles of black label. i practically puked for the entire night. i felt as if i would die from it. it suck.
seb at 11:15 AM
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