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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
as what the title means, where's my comfort zone?
its the beginning of a new saga when i'll have to juggle between work and studies. its awefully stressful mind you, but i've always love challenges. in fact, i did mention, i think, that i work better with a stressful environment.
but like any other normal human being, it would be nice for me to return home, after a day of long, boisterous, bloodthirsty battle, to a place which FEELS like home. not that i do not have enough things to be bothered with at all. i hate it when my dad goes on about how profitable can soccer bettings be. i hate it when my parents come grumbling to me how sick they are of each other. i hate it when everyone's not very much of a team player, to which i believe in this context, its extremely important.
where were the days when we would all sit together for some cheesy television programmes where we could just laugh it all out? where were the days when dinner would always taste of love? what happened to my lil corner in the room when i could bury myself in when things start to get unbearable? there aint no comfort zones for me to find here... did they just walk out on me?
tell me that whatever that i'm going through now is normal. tell me that everyone else is going through or have been through this too. and if so, god, you really screwed things up big time.
i'm feeling frustrated. very frustrated.
seb at 11:13 PM
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